leave me here :'(

i cant still just here waiting for you .
hmm .
but what should i do ?!
he'll never know that i love him !
humhh ,
if something bad happen to me , he will uncareless to me :(
all of my friend just said :
wait . wait . and wait .
HMMMM ! YOU ALL DOESNT KNOW WHAT IM FEELING !
so just go away and leave me here alone .

so in this place , its just me , my handphone , and this song :

i always needed time on my own . i never though i need you there when i cry . and the day feel like years when im alone . and the bed where you lay , its made up on your side . when you walk away i count the step that you take . do you see how much i need you right now ?! (avril - when you're gone)