I HATE YOU! :(

i was pretend that you're my best buddy .
but now , i really hate you boy ! :(
you make me dissapointed :(
why did you do that ?
i really miss you .
when you make me cryin' and smilin' at the same time .
did you remember that day ?
now , its just a memories that will always lay on my mind :')
i cant forget you but i'll try to hate you since now :(
even i ♥ you more than anything in this world .
but you must know that i ♥ you in everytime , everyday , every hour , every minute , even every second in my life :)
i ♥ you just the way you are .
i ♥ you , and its always be :')
i dont know what im feel right now .
i hate you but i still love you .
so what im gonna do right now ?
is it you're my only one ?
i dont know~
im just feel really bad right now .
i dont know what to do .
i feel like i lost the most important part in my life :'(
but nothing gonna change my ♥ for you :)
what do you think about me hey little bloggie ?
freak ? insane ? crazy ?
haha i know that .
my 3 fckn brother always said like that . haha
but i know 0ne thing :
I LOVE YOU hey you son of a b**ch :p